Rock Lobster

Saturday was a walk in the park 😉 Started the day by going to Victoria station to pick up R. Then we walked through Finsbury park as it was amazing, sunny and warm weather! After that it was nap time, both had horrible sleep the night before so a nap was more than needed.

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We woke up around 3 pm, and as the sun was still out we wanted to enjoy the weather. We took the tube to Green Park. Walked through Green Park to Buckingham Palace, from Buckingham Palace to Hyde Park all the way to Kensington Palace to then have a pint at Queensway.

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Dinner time we enjoyed at Big Easy 😍 Had half a lobster even if I wish I had a whole, now I know for next time. This gal needs the whole thing. I love this place honestly!

We were supposed to go for a pint somewhere, but needed to head home as most places were shutting (we came out way too late.).

But I had such a lovely time walking around in the warm weather 😍 I can't wait for the summer to come!

Hardcore cycling

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I did it! I got to the gym at 11:00 today and completed the “Hardcore cycling“, whoop whoop! I though I was going to throw up during it though, haha!

I just had not been drinking any water the night before, so I was already dehydrated before I even left for gym. I got my water bottle with me during the spinning but it was not even nearly enough. Then I went to the steaming room and had a hot shower. So now I am finally drinking some water. 😅

After the gym I popt in to work to see if my dress had been delivered, but nooo… So I don’t know what I am gonna do for a NYE outfit if it does not come tomorrow 😩 I am gonna have a look in my wardrobe and see what I can find. I have a few dresses I have never used before.

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I ordered this two dresses. The silver dress was going to be my NYE dress but we will see now. The other dress I just fell in love with and it was kinda cheap, so I got that one too, haha.

Funny part is, you never know who you are.

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Hejsan hej, jag har varit ganska tyst ett tag. Men jag är ganska mentalt trött. Det här med att folk bara tar och tar, är det som tröttar ut mig.

När man ger, lyssnar och förstår och personen man tror man hjälper bara vill ha mer, och helst bara sätter käppar i hjulen på en. Då blir man sjuk trött orkar inte mycket. Det tar all energi liksom.

Jag har träffat några svåra personer i mitt liv. Men denna gång är jag i en beroendeställning och kan då inte bara stänga av personen från mitt liv. Just nu är inte i survival mode längtar tills den dagen det är över. Men jag vet att jag är stark, och jag har drömmar. Den glöden jag har kommer aldrig försvinna. Den är helt enkelt för stark för det. Så dom här kommande åren, när allt detta är över, så kommer jag ge järnet. Jag har sagt att jag ska jobba hårt som ett as dom fem kommande åren. För den framtid som jag vill ha. Så även här det jobbigt, så har jag lärt mig att vara stark. Jag vet precis hur jag inte vill ha det, och kommer aldrig ha det så här igen.

Vi lever bara en gång, och jag ska ta tag i mitt liv och jag ska göra det till det liv alltid velat ha. Giftiga personer, som den personen jag pratar om, kommer aldrig att vara en del av mitt liv igen. 

Jag är så taggad på vad livet kommer att bli.

Hi there, I have been kinda quiet in here. But I am very mentally tired. You know when people just take and take? That can totally drain you. This is what is happening to me right now. 

When you give, listen and understand a person, and that same person just wants more and more from you and also takes every opportunity to 'Put sticks in your wheels' (Swedish saying). Then you become extremely tired and lose a lot of energy.

I have met a few difficult people in my life, but right now I am kinda dependent on this person, and it’s not really possible to seclude this person from my life. So right now I’m just in survival mode and only waiting for this time of my life to be over.

But I know I’m strong, and I have dreams. The fire that I have inside will never burn out. It’s way too strong for that. So this years to come, when all of this is over, I’m going to give my absolute all.

I have said to myself, that I’m gonna work hard as an idiot this coming five years. For that future, I want to have. So even if this situation is hard, I really truly learnt how to be strong. I know exactly how I don’t want things to be, and it’s never going to be this way again.

Because I only live once, and I’m really going to focus on how I want my life to be.

And all the poisonous people, like the person I’m talking about today, will never be a part of my life ever again.

I’m so excited to see what the future brings.

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Food prep

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Today I had my day off. Sadly I woke up super, super late! I woke up at 14:00!

I had such a grand plan for this day and I was really disappointed when I saw the time after I had woken up. But I think my body needed that. I have only been sleeping for about 4 to 6 hours each night for a couple of weeks now. So I am alright with the late wake up now. 

I still managed to do a great deal of stuff. Did almost all of my washing, food shopping (I spent 89 euros and I broke my back on the way home) and best of all: I made food prep for three weeks ahead! How crazy is that? In total, I made 15 lunch boxes! 

And they are all after my diet. Each Tupperware has a label with a day on them. Now I only have Thursdays to do, but I need more Tupperware before I can do more, haha! 

As I am now finally feeling okay, I will start running tomorrow! So I will now try to fall asleep as soon as possible so that I can sleep long enough so I feel good enough for a run! 

Sleep tight and see you tomorrow! 

Exciting news!

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Good morning (ish)!

I have managed do a lot of things this morning. I first woke up because somebody was hammering, at 09:15! But now that is alright because that way I saw that Chloe had texted me, I answered straight away, her she figured that I was awake and she called! Last time I spoke to her was a very long time ago, last year at least, haha!

She lives in Australia at the moment and that is why we have issues with finding a time for us to speak. But now we finally had the time and we decided something exciting!! She is coming to Gib at the end of February!! I am so, so excited! I have not seen this girl in 6 months!! It will be such a great thing to see her. ermahgerd!!

This morning I also managed to have a long shower and a face mask, clean my place and wash all my container for my meal prep tomorrow. 

I hope you having a great day! 

 

Home inspo

I would love to have a place like this. I think this is very realistic as well

I would love to have a place like this. I think this is very realistic as well

I always wanted a place with high sealings 

I always wanted a place with high sealings 

This is a type of room I would never have thought of. A small wardrobe room with a silent and nice place to read and relax. 

This is a type of room I would never have thought of. A small wardrobe room with a silent and nice place to read and relax. 

simple

simple

THIS! I have been having a very specific image in my head about how I want my dream bed to look like. And when I saw this picture, I found something even better! This is exactly, and a bit more then I wanted.

THIS! I have been having a very specific image in my head about how I want my dream bed to look like. And when I saw this picture, I found something even better! This is exactly, and a bit more then I wanted.

I used to dream about escaping my ordinary life, but my life was never ordinary. I had simply failed to notice how extraordinary it was. Likewise, I never imagined that home might be something I would miss
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I really want a bed like this. 

I really want a bed like this. 

how cosy?

how cosy?

This stairs are everything! I want a house right now so I can make this stairs happen.

This stairs are everything! I want a house right now so I can make this stairs happen.