A Flat iron kinda night.

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Idag kommer att bli en underbar dag. Först ska jag jobba, vilket jag älskar. Jag älskar verkligen mitt jobb, och det är typ första gången som jag kan säga det. Eller ja, jag älskade Google också. Men det var mer allt omkring jobbet, än själva jobbet. Efter jobbet ska jag gå till Flat iron I Covent garden och försöka få ett bord till mig och Chloe. Du kan inte boka ett bord där så man måste gå dit, då kommer dom att säga hur lång kön är, sen tar dom ditt nummer och sen får du ett sms när det finns ett ledigt bort. Så jag ska dit, ställa mig i kön och gå till en bar och vänta på Chloe. Vet inte riktigt hur lång tid det vill ta för mig att ta mig dit. Jag tog nämligen mina mest högklackade boots idag. Jag kanske tar tuben 😅

Vi ska båda upp tidigt så det kommer inte att bli en sen kväll.


Today is gonna be a good day. First I got work, which I am loving. I really do love my job, this is like the first time I can say that in my life. Well, I kinda loved Google, but it was more the things around that job than the actual work. After work, I will go to Flat Iron in Covent garden to try to get a table for me and Chloe. You can't book a table there, so you need to go there, they will then tell you the length of the queue, they take your phone number, and when they have a table for you, they will text you. So I will go there and get us in the queue, go to a bar and wait for Chloe. Not sure how quickly I will get there as I chose my highest heeled boots today. I maybe get the tube 😅

We both need to get up early tomorrow so we ain't gonna be all night thing.

Aqua Kyoto

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Glad fredag allesammans! Igår mötte jag upp med Hanna efter jobbet. We skulle egentligen gå en prommis i Regent park men dom stängde tydligen kl 19:00 men vi trodde dom stängde kl 18:00 så vi trodde inte vi skulle hinna. Så vi gjorde som man gör man ens planer inte går i lås: Vi drack vin, haha!

I mitten av Argyll street finns det ett ställe som heter  Aqua Kyoto som har en takterrass. Så vi gick dit och tog ett glas och snackade.
Efter det så åkte jag hemåt, handlade mat, lagade mat och tvättade mina kläder… åh nej, jag glömde att ta ur mina kläder ur tvättmaskinen i morse 😅


Happy Friday everyone! Yesterday I met up with Hanna after work. We were supposed to have a walk in Regents Park. But apparently they close at 19:00 but we thought they closed at 18:00. So we did what you do when your plans fail: Drank wine, haha.

In the middle of Argyll street, there is a place called Aqua Kyoto where they have a nice rooftop terrace. So we went there for one glass and had a nice chat.

After that, I headed home, bought food, cooked and washed my clothes….oh no... damn, I forgot the washing in the machine when I left for work 😅

Plans for NYC

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Yesterday I did abs and shoulders at the gym before I met up with Chloe that needed some new outfits for some upcoming events. We managed to find all the things that Chloe needed. We had a funny experience when Chloe was going to buy some shoes at the Aldo store on the west side of Oxford Street. Chloe had asked for some shoes in her size, they asked us to sit down and wait, so we did what they told us. When the girl came out with the right size shoes she just threw the box at Chloe's feet and in the rudest manner just said "you're welcome" as to indicate that Chloe was rude for not saying thank you to her, Chloe was not even given the chance to say thank you 😅I can't believe that people even dare to act like that, because you never know who you are talking to.

We finished off the shopping with a smoothie at Joe and the juice. In there, our smoothies inspired us to plan a trip to New York. I have always wanted to go to New York so I am super excited! We decided for the end of May. YEEY! This was actually one of the two trips that I wanted to do this year so I am super thrilled and so nice to go with Chloe that knows the place and all, her sister lives there so she has been there a few times. Will also meet up with Henrik, even if he does not know anything yet, haha.

ps, they had a girl working in this Joe and the juice, happy to see that this sexist coffee place has changed, haha.

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Today I have just been lying in bed. Watching the Ted Bundy doc. Conversations With A Killer: the Ted Bundy Tapes. I have heard, read and listen about the Ted Bundy case a lot during the years but I have never seen the court tapes before. So that was interesting.

2018, I am so happy to see you gone.

Yesterdays NYE celebrations.

Yesterdays NYE celebrations.

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So now 2019 is here. I would almost say: Finally! This year have been a tough one for me. I think it has been my loneliest year so far. Being in a place where I did not understand anything. I don’t even know why I have let myself be stomped on by people as I have. Its been hard but I have learned so much at the same time. I have learned that I need to stand up for myself, that I can and will say no. That I am good enough. I have given too much of myself and this year will be all about me. I don’t mean in an egoistic way, but I am not gonna bend over backwards for people that won’t even recognise what I'm are trying to do for them. I would like to think that I am an understanding person with patience that I don't even myself understand. But people have been using that against me. I thought I was helping but I have now realised that I have only hurt myself by doing that. This year and forward I will give my attention and love to the people that deserve it.

I am also gonna take care of my health. Go back to my diet and continue going to the gym. I will try new things, I will do things that make me happy. I will learn new things and focus on my personal growth. I will challenge myself and leave my comfort zone. I am not healed yet from what happen last year. I don’t trust people like I once did. Which is in one way sad, but maybe also good. Maybe I was so naive before and now I only have grown to be careful?

I have also lost my ambition. I tried so hard to keep it up whilst I had so many other things that were constantly keeping me down. I have been in a place I despise and I didn’t really have a place to call home for a whole year. I did not have any personal space and that wears you down. To feel unsafe in the place you are supposed to call "home".

For a whole year, I put my own life aside to go somewhere where I could not even be with the person I gave it all up for. Instead, I was staying somewhere unstable where I never knew what was going to happen next or who was even there. And I just let it be like that. But, should I just blame myself for what others did? I don’t know. I guess that is something I need to think about a long while before I'll understand it.

Anyway… This last months of this year have been very crazy, lots are happening at work and in my personal life at the same time I am trying to heal, but I have also made some very happy and bright memories. I am closer to my sisters that I have ever been. I have a realised that I have very very good friends. And I have moved back to the place I call home. I now walk down the streets of London smiling. This will be a year of hard work and a lot of effort. And I will do it all for me and the people I love and that truly and fully loves me back ❤️

Thank you 2018 for all the lessons you taught me, but I am so happy to see you gone.

A post full of random.

A picture I took of Burlington Arcade.

A picture I took of Burlington Arcade.


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Here is some pictures of my half done room. I still have paintings to hang and buy more decoration and so on, but I decided to share some pictures anyways.


Hello hello everybody.

I felt so sick this morning that I needed to come in later to work 😅

I thought I was going to be sick at the train, which would have been extremely embarrassing, so I decided to wait until I felt good enough to come in. Which I eventually did. Then I got to the train and sat down I noticed that someone had actually spewed in the train. Haha! Poor thing. 😅 And it was a lill bit disgusting 🤢

As I did not feel great yesterday either, I decided to go to bed early, and I really did it! I think I was sleeping at like 21:30 which is like a record since I came here. I slept 8 hours 😍 So I actually woke up feeling energetic. But after I had breakfast I felt sick, I think it was my supplements that made me feel sick. I eat a lot in one go. I will start to take half in the morning and a half in the night.

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I just thought about something today, which I think I also wrote about recently, but I am so happy and grateful for my friends and family. I really, really am. I think about it often, how god damn lucky I am. I definitely feel very very blessed! 🥰 ♥️ Thank you guys for being you! ♥️


Getting a cold

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Hiya! My god... I'm catching a cold. I had the feeling that I was going to get sick yesterday when I was out Christmas shopping. My eyes were so sensitive to the light and I only wanted to stay inside. This morning I felt fine. But when I got to work my energy level just fell low. I’m gonna go for a session in the sauna after work and then straight to sleep. Hopefully, I will be all fine tomorrow.

I should have understood that I didn’t feel my best when I got to work and noticed that I had my “trash shoes” on me. I only wear these sneakers at home, haha. I also got to work still wearing my knitted socks!

I had a lovely weekend though. On Friday I was out with Chloe and her workmates in Kings cross. Came home late and missed my tube stop as I fell asleep. Whoops! Haha

I needed to walk from Turpark lane back home. Which is like a 15 min walk… it's not super far, but its never nice to walk alone at 3 am.

On Saturday Josh and Chloe came to my place as we first decided to have a night in, but changed our mind and went to a cool burger place close to mine. They have board games too. Defiantly coming back!